Neda “4 people vote, put up 2 Gremlins. 1 Gremlin comes off Allison goes up.. YA”

POV Holder: ? Next POV April 19th
POV Used ? POV Ceremony April 21st
HOH Winner: Neda Next HOH: April 24th
Original Nominations: ?
Current Nominations: ?
Have Nots ?

Big Brother Canada tweeted this out.
“The feeds will be down starting tomorrow until after Sunday’s episode for a … shhh… instant eviction!! Who will Neda nominate? #BBCAN2”

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10:45pm Jon, Adel and Allison

They tell Allison Sabrina is being edited as the worst evilest person. Allison is worried now she thinks she’s looking like the fool. From the cheers of the audience Allison is getting worried about her image. Adel says Allison was with the two players not liked by Canada and maybe by association she’s not as popular.
Jon doesn’t think that.
Allison – “Don’t try to backd**r me again”
They laugh.

Allison thinks two people will be gone, “It will be final 5 next thursday”
Jon thinks Neda is given a chance to watch the entire house right now.

Jon asks Allison if there was ever a point where the gremlins thought about keeping Arlie.
Allison -“If he was who I thought he was 100% i’m not lying to your face”

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10:46pm Neda WAR ROOM

Neda going through scenarios, mentions putting both the gremlins up. In the scenario that POV is played Allison goes up.

Neda – “OK 7 people left 4 people voting I put up the gremlins .. (Counts on her fingers) Jon, Heather and Adel granted one Gremlins comes off Allison goes up.. Ya”

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11:20pm Everyone else living room

Playing a game, they select a houseguest to make an animal sound. (Watch the video it’s funny)
Allison tells Rachelle to make a turtle sound.
Rachelle tells Jon to be a hyena
Rachelle tells Allison to be a gorilla
Jon tells Allison to do a ‘deliamore’ (LOL it’s Adel “Wake up Canada”)
Allison tells Rachelle to do a porcupine

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11:45pm

Going through the heritage crate and sharing something about family.
Allison talks about the Newfoundland tartan.
Jon talks about Newfoundland
Sabrina talks about Italy
Heather talks about her family from Germany.
Adel talk about his middle eastern family.

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11:56pm Gremlin Cave, Gremlins and Allison

Talking about Adel sucking up to Jon and Neda. Sabrina points out that Adel told her if he won he would put up Jon and Neda right away, ‘He doesn’t want to risk Jon not being put up.. I really really really believe that Neda will keep her word she made a final 5 with us”

Sabrina – “I would have kept Arlie just for the numbers but I got rid of Arlie because I trust you”..
Sabrina – “Even without him I still feel safe because I really think you wouldn’t screw us over”

They start running Adel’s name through the mud, Calling him a floater and a liar. Sabrina points out how “Up Jon’s A$$” he is now.
Rachelle tells them she does not see Heather going up.
Sabrina shrugs it off says they will vote out Adel then.

Sabrina – “We heard her in that Secret room”

JOn comes by to replace their batteries, says Neda is coming back in soon and someone is coming with her. His reasoning is there’s “8 Sets” in the battery box” Tells them something is happening. On his way back he gets mad at the camera see gallery below.

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12:02AM Neda watching the gremlins

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12:10AM They hear something (Neda in the War Room)

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12:27AM Neda watching the feeds of Jon
Neda looks at the mess is shocked at how messy the house is “Oh MY GOD EWWW poor fans”

“Oh my god he’s so funny”
“He’s so sketch balls”
“He’s so sketchy”
“He’s tripping out… Poor guy”
“He’s smart he probably knows this room is right here he heard be screaming before”

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1:21am Everyone sleeping
8:25am Neda sleeping in the war room..

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YES NEDA!!! hopefully they tell her its instant so she can put sab and allison right up there.

Annette

… I might be out of the loop but what does an instant eviction even mean? Is the same as a double eviction night or does it mean that they commence with voting right after the pov ceremony? Or does it just mean that we won’t get a recap segment once the regular eviction night show starts and it’ll go straight to voting??

Toes

I’m pretty sure it means there’s no PoV competition, after Neda nominates two people they are automatically up for eviction.

Dave290

Allison had two chances to make a massive impact with her Secret Power Of Veto and missed both opportunities. First after gaining some respect, from us fans, for her gameplay when she didn’t use it on herself when she was on the block with Sara, she could have used it on Kenny and kept a bigger target and competition winner in the house, gained a powerful ally and possibly turned this game upside down. By her own admission while sitting under the stairs she said to herself that she didn’t use it on Kenny “because I froze”. Her second swing and miss was when Arlie was on the block. I do not understand why using the Veto on Sabrina is better for her game than using it on Arlie. Once again if she used it on Arlie she keeps a huge target and gains an ally for at least two evictions. During the ceremony, after she used the Secret Power Of Veto on Sabrina, Sabrina said ‘Was this for Andrew?’ She had no answer so Sabrina asked again and Allison responded ‘This is for game’ Which makes no sense because taking Arlie off the block would have been ‘for game’ once again keeping a huge target and gaining a powerful player and competition winner as a ally for at least this week and next. At least Allison could have said ‘this is not for Andrew this is for you because you have a good heart’ or whatever but at least say something that makes sense! I think Allison really wanted to say ‘ I used the Veto on you because this is the last week I could have used it! Production wanted me to use it this week otherwise it would have been a waste of a Twistos Twist! I think Allison is stumbling through this game with no strategy and I think she makes her best game moves when she drunk!

@

Simple! yanking lil SOBS off the block taXes Jon’s brainCells,
the ones he has yet to totally pickle. he has to make a choice.
it also looks like once the game is over she’ll look up Andrew.

@

lets be honest!!! Anick,Andrew,Arlie,Jon + Neda have had their BB*CAN or YouTube online moments of pure meglomania.
maybe they are not where Nick or Amanda was at in BB*15~u$a but they came d@mn close. can we say EGO? it is obvious!!
Paul, Adel, Allison and Heather never felt they were in control. Jon’s cesions have 99.9% odds of a classic blowback, this may
be why he wants to pull a JUDD 24/7 and just party. the way the game tilts like a third hand pinball machine is unsettling and
is gettin’ to him. Helen had nerves of steel, a soccer mom + cheerleader vocabulary, and a big blindside. eye gotta luv Jon!!

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DECISIONs = cesions

NO POV

I hope they don’t tell her and she puts up Sabrina and Rachelle, thinking that the POV challenge will be played and she could backdoor Allison. Then one of them DEFINITELY gets sent packing. What would Rachelle do in that house without Sabrina? They will probably vote out Rachelle, because she is more of a threat then Sabrina. (Sab hasn’t won anything yet)

Name

That’s weird.who mentioned to go to red walls ? Other then allison noone knows right?! That should be red flag right there for allison

Team Neda

People underestimate how smart Neda is. Her goodbye message to Arlie was actually one of the most appealing to someone like him because it shows how strategic of a game she is really playing. By saying that she may have gotten his vote if she make’s it to the end!

another name

smart would have been to compliment his game, and then say but this time I did better. that shows respect and earns respect at the same time. buttering up the guy that thought he was the mastermind of masterminds and then showing that you outplayed him. that earns a vote. being snotty and derisive ten seconds after costing someone a shot at 100k… not as brilliant.

DeAnne1233

ICAM! Many of the other goodbye messages seem to plead ‘vote for me when I make it to final 2’. Neda’s seem to scream ‘up yours’. If the HGs were smart, they would put serious consideration into acting as if the viewers did indeed have a jury vote that could cause their game to sink or swim especially with the twists they’ve already seen.

Michael

You’re just trying to justify her poor behavior as gameplay. Arlie looked like his feelings were very hurt by her nasty comments. He’s not gonna want to vote for her more because of that.

Also it’d be hilarious if her plan to backdoor Allison backfires because of no POV. Why the hell would she need to backdoor Allison?? The girl hasn’t come close to winning a competition this entire time!

Thea

She almost won HOH this week. It was between her and Neda.

Alexa

Neda is so stupid because saying in the goodbye messages “I was only usin you and I hate you ,you are the worst”etc,etc,etc. she will lose jury votes

Name

Allison trying to open secret door haha.. what’s she thinking?

Name

I hope Sab or Alison got out, they should’ve kept Arlie.. I hate them!

Jillian

I think Neda will want to get Rachelle out if she knows that it’s an instant; that way if it’s an endurance HOH Heather has a better chance of winning.

another name

in each of the endurance competitions so far…. Sabrina and Adel have beaten heather. if you’re neda and you’re counting on heather to be your endurance champ….yikes.

Katriona

There has only been 1 endurance comp, no? And it was an odd one.

another name

two. first hoh. ice. fourth hoh. bungee.

Dave290

Endurance can also be a ‘physical’ endurance. Remember first part of the final HOH competition on BBCAN1 called “No Blood On My Hands” Jillian was the first one out and she was considered to be the best at endurance after winning “Lumber Jack and Jill” for her 1st HOH and “Iceberg Alley” for her second HOH.

Persian Princess

To me, Alison is as useless as the Gremlins at this game. The Gremlins are a loyal pair, which makes them stronger. I think she should get Rachelle out, and keep riding the whole alliance with Alison. Alison will continue to pretend and kinda play both sides bc she doesnt have numbers to do her own thing

Marissa87

I don’t think they’ll tell her it’s an Instant. Which sucks for her game but that’s fine for me because maybe Slobs will finally leave.

Name

Seems like Allison is the target, at least I hope so. She can join Arlie in the jury house, then she’ll realize what a stupid decision it was not to keep him. The only good news that will come from this is that Neda would most likely lose the first two jury votes.

Name

She’s playing a great game.just put a side your dislike for neda and judge her on strategy level.
Arlie didn’t like neda just because he knew she read him right through and affraid of not be able to compete with her.
I personally like her and good to see her out of her shell.

Michael

Arlie didn’t like Neda because she’s a bitch; plain and simple.

That thing with the balloon was just low-class poor gamesmanship. I’m surprised she still has fans; how do you all like a person like that??

Every day though, more people are realizing what an unlikable person she actually is.

nedsandheads

Arlie liked Neda, he hated her this week because, for him she came out of no ware, as you can see from Kenny’s comment, they think she does nothing, atleast Arlie realized she is behind it while still in the house and resented her for it.
It is his fault that he underestimated her and he is out now. As for the message she left, i bet his would have been worse. she beat him fare and square and she was letting him know that through the msg.

Michael

Arlie’s would not have been worse. Arlie has never been nasty to anyone the whole time. Neda is like that all the time!

Seriously, how do you even defend this person??

bewildered

Michael – how do you defend the nastiness you express towards Neda? – Are you jealous that you never made it onto BB and a strong intelligent woman did????

Michael

She’s a cruel, nasty person. People like that should be called out for who they are; and not put up on a pedestal.

marianne

how is it the gremlins plus one (Allison) know to listen on that wall .. mmm.. it looks to me that Allison let the cat out of the bag about the secret room… how else would they know to listen on that wall .. that is an instant evict..

Persian Princess

They know because Neda started screaming and everyone heard her in that area. Alison led them to that wall. Rachelle was thinking it was the wooden wall, but Alison said no the dr is behind that. Even Jon was sitting in that area waiting to hear something.

DeAnne1233

apparently they claim they heard something on the other side of the wall

Name

SO WHAT!

Meee

Big Brother Canadas official Twitter account just said it is an Instant Eviction

team adel

Instant eviction on allison for breaking the rules, or the show just has a double eviction this week?

Russ from Van

After seeing Scott/Contessa on the Side Show tonight, I am so glad he didn’t get voted into the house, and I hope that is the last I’ll ever see or hear of him. Talking over other people doesn’t sound so great on tv.

thepowershift

exactly my thoughts!! wouldn’t even let Arisa finish her sentences. I could clearly tell how annoyed Peter looked by how stupidly Scoot was asking. Wannabe Gary lol

beaugard

He was so loud and obnoxious, I was glad he wasn’t picked. He’s over the top like Gary- at first I did not like Gary last year but he ended up probably my favorite by the end. But Allison hasn’t been a great pick to go in, I hoped it would have been Nate. But Scott reminded me of Paul, just really loud.

Russ from Van

Great analogy by Arissa tonight, comparing Arlie giving away too much of his game too early, to how tv show and movie villians give away there entire plan right before being defeated. That’s a huge downfall of players: giving away too much information to prove to others how brilliant and sly they are.

It reminds me of that jackass Alec throwing the HOH last season to Andrew, and showing off to make it blatant. I don’t remember Dr Will or Dan letting people they were competing against, know when throwing competitions was being done on purpose.

Persian Princess

I think it has to a lot to do with ego, smart players don’t need to be recognized for their brilliance, at least not right away. I knew Arlie was an idiot the night that he outed himself to Sarah/Kenny/Sabs and then went over all his sneaky, backstabbing tactics to the Sloppy Seconds. That is putting way too much trust in them. That’s 1 of the reasons I admire Neda’s game. She sits and listens to ppl talk and only offers up info if she thinks its a good idea to, not to get attention (like Sabs), not because she’s bored and needs to talk (like Jon), and not to stroke her ego (like Arlie)

beaugard

The thing with Arlie is he is not in the game to win the money, he is in the game to be a television personality and try to create an audience impression, and in doing that, he forgot what he came there for, to win the money.

Name

Neda’s sister?

JS

Am the only one who doesn’t trust Neda reguarding Heather, she might put her this time but next time she would. Neda doesn’t really Heather as final 2 she wants John as a final 2. Neda doesn’t really like Heather as a friend.

Name

I disagree, Neda will lose to Jon. He’ll have Adel, Arlie, Sabs and Ro-Ro’s votes over Neda, and possibly Canada’s vote as well. Neda wants a final three with Heather and Ro-Ro, she’ll beat either one easily.

mark anthony

neda defeated arlie. she manipulated the gremlins into doing what she wanted. arlie had all the logic but when it comes to the gremlins they respond more to emotional promises. something neda was able to convey better. she is sitting in the best position in this game by far. but i must admit adel winning this game would be a complete joke yet still very funny at the same time.

BBAlias

I said from week 3 that Neda was playing a brilliant game. If she makes it to Finals she will win. She made it through the Girls Alliance and then the wrath of the First Five all the time wrapping Jon around her finger while he was playing everyone else. She is very smart. On another note I am very impressed with the rewards/challenges that BB Canada has come up with this year. That have-not food network challenge was an awesome idea, so original. Not to mention the have-not Beer Pong game LoL classic! This Season is very well done IMO. Keep up the good work Dawg and OBB love the recaps read them every day!

Name

JON & NEDA FOR THE WIN!!

Name

Allison has to have one of the worst read on people and on their game, including her own.

How the hell did you came to the conclusion that you were the one that got Arlie out of the game? It was all Neda + Jon, who completely played you.
You did one good thing for your game Allison, and that was taking Sabrina off the block. Unfortunately you didn’t follow through and made that move for nothing. If you were actively against saving Arlie, you shouldn’t have used the veto all. Hell, that might have been even worse move than Jon made.

Name

The gremlins wanted to save arlie at first but his liesss were deep & he had alliences w every single houseguest he was soooo hard to trust since he said he left his heart at the door lol and he had to pick it on his way out

The Truth

Does anyone wonder why Jon’s girlfriend Janelle was in the audience? Do you think it is possible that there were other family members in the audience as well. Maybe Big Brother plans on doing something similar to last year when Andrew’s twin entered the house. Who knows.

Name

i thnk neda wants to win .. so she will take heather to the end…. i think neda is hoping someone else takes out jon and then heather and her or one of the gremlins get to the end.. it would be an easier victoiry for neda if its her and one of the girls in the end… if neda takes jon to final 2 the votes could go jons way…. i think canada will vote for neda at this point and arlie being a superfan will vote for neda based on gameplay…

Name

i really think now that if neda gets to the end she wins hands down….jon arlie canada and adel will vote for neda to win thats four out of the seven jury members… canada arlie and even adel will vote for neda on gameplay ,,,, jon will vote for neda based of gameplay and friendship heather will also vote for neda… the only votes that might not go nedas way are the gremlins and allison … neda could win the game seven votes to zero depending on who she is with in the end,,,,,, i hope the remaining house guest form an alliance and take out jon and neda thats their only chance at winning the game….

Jeffrey

Wow, Neda has this game on lock. I always thought there were three parts in Big Brother: starting game, mid-game and end game. She kept a low profile in the beginning and formed relationships beneficial to her game. Jon is pretty much her meat shield and she has Heather in her pocket as well. Strength competitions aren’t going to be her strong point but that’s what Jon is pretty much for. Heather also a lot smarter than she looks and can be very strategic like Neda, who she has on her side.

Amazing Grace

Ro Ro is now playing to be the last of the three(allison, sabs and RoRo) to be evicted. She is way more upset at the bedroom blunder. when Sabs and RoRo were badmouthing Heather, not knowing Deli was in the room under the covers. Nice jabs Heather took at that Gremlins when she was talking about the lies “people” were telling about during the early days, with Ro Ro laying on the couch.

Mar

Anyone knwo at what point did the strategy session winner was changed from HOH to POV holder? It was for HOH at least before the eviction and I’m wondering what caused the chance… Since there is no POV for the instant eviction, it seems the strategy session will happen next week.

Was it just a mistake on the website or the production thought awarding Neda with the session was the least interesting outcome?

sunnydee

my guess is that it would have been HOH had allison won it, and since she didn’t, the war room was revealed to whoever did win HOH, and the Jemmet will go to next POV instead. there is no point in War room being used now, my guess is that if Allison was HOH the Jemmet would have been done, and the next HOH after her would see the war room.

not sure why they put it up in a specific announcement if they knew they might be able to adjust it the way they did, makes it look weird.

DeAnne1233

I am still very disappointed in Allison. The public voted her into the house in part because she claimed she would use her knowledge of psychology against the HGs making it appear that she may be a brilliant strategist. All she has managed to do is attach herself to the biggest target of an alliance, go on a scavenger hunt for a secret veto, use that veto to flip alliance #2 upside down then refuse to pull the trigger when a golden opportunity falls in her lap that would give her an alliance that had the numbers. she’s not a proactive player. She’s a reactive player who places herself behind the 8 ball every week. So disappointing to watch. Perhaps none of it will matter in the end. Either she will be target #1 or #2 until the finale or she will continue to put herself with a group that has a final 4 with 1 of the 4 being a sword and the other 2 being sheylds.

beaugard

Did everyone notice when Allison took Sabrina off the block, Sabrina asked her, “Did you do this for Andrew?”- I mean, no one thinks Allison has any sort of brain or intelligence of her own, Sabrina immediately thought it had to do with Andrew because of how dumb she thinks Allison is.

idar2dream

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO READY FOR THIS! I vote to evict……

Mr. BiLLL

T’hos three girls are jack-asses! Now they are sitting targets. How they could not see that taking out Arlie was the worst thing
they could do for their game. I love an exiting strategic game. Now it will very boring like last year. I am done watching for this year.
I will not wat.ch a game without good strategic players in the game,Good luck to all your favourite players.

Mr. BiLLL

Name

i think neda will put allison straight up when she finds out its instant … neda is not stupid…. neda will put up roro and allison and since jon knows the plan is to get allison out , jon will tell heather and adel to vote out allison ….

Name

allison should have used the veto on arlie that way arlie automatically sides with her…… allison arlie rachelle could have voted out adel and sabrina would also automatically side with them…. using the veto on sabrina was pointless because they still voted arlie out… now one of them goes home this sunday,,, dumb move on gremlins and allison part….

Lolo

Neda playing for first, Jon playing for 1st game over for wveryone else if this power couple is taken out. Best duo of big brother 2 . Be interesring to see them in Allstars teaming up with Jillian, emment, alec

Name

Jon is just an extension of Neda, he has almost no chance of even get to final three.

Lolo

Game over for everyone else if they dont take out Jon and Neda sooner rather than later

DeAnne1233

After playing the animal game they discuss ‘nrb’. I can only assume they are talking about the guys getting a woody. HaHa!

DeAnne1233

seems I guessed right nrb=no reason boner

NOVAN

Never mind the game, I just want Sabs gone.
Happy Easter everyone !

Name

Arlie thought he was a better player than he was. It was clear to Kenny long before. Kenny made him look stupid in the storage room saying you never give us anything.

Dave290

Allison had two chances to make a massive impact with her Secret Power Of Veto and missed both opportunities. First after gaining some respect, from us fans, for her gameplay when she didn’t use it on herself when she was on the block with Sara, she could have used it on Kenny and kept a bigger target and competition winner in the house, gained a powerful ally and possibly turned this game upside down. By her own admission while sitting under the stairs she said to herself that she didn’t use it on Kenny “because I froze”. Her second swing and miss was when Arlie was on the block. I do not understand why using the Veto on Sabrina is better for her game than using it on Arlie. Once again if sheAllison had two chances to make a massive impact with her Secret Power Of Veto and missed both opportunities. First after gaining some respect, from us fans, for her gameplay when she didn’t use it on herself when she was on the block with Sara, she could have used it on Kenny and kept a bigger target and competition winner in the house, gained a powerful ally and possibly turned this game upside down. By her own admission while sitting under the stairs she said to herself that she didn’t use it on Kenny “because I froze”. Her second swing and miss was when Arlie was on the block. I do not understand why using the Veto on Sabrina is better for her game than using it on Arlie. Once again if she used it on Arlie she keeps a huge target and gains an ally for at least two evictions. During the ceremony, after she used the Secret Power Of Veto on Sabrina, Sabrina said ‘Was this for Andrew?’ She had no answer so Sabrina asked again and Allison responded ‘This is for game’ Which makes no sense because taking Arlie off the block would have been ‘for game’ once again keeping a huge target and gaining a powerful player and competition winner as a ally for at least this week and next. At least Allison could have said ‘this is not for Andrew this is for you because you have a good heart’ or whatever but at least say something that makes sense! I think Allison really wanted to say ‘ I used the Veto on you because this is the last week I could have used it! Production wanted me to use it this week otherwise it would have been a waste of a Twistos Twist! I think Allison is stumbling through this game with no strategy and I think she makes her best game moves when she drunk!

LizWT

Way off topic …. But I hope that if the next BBC is taped during a cold, dry season that they use a much better humidifier system! That way we won’t be forced to witness all the nose crunchie pickings!

Name

I hate Neda and Jon now for still being so tight with her. Weirdly tight, poor Janelle.

Kupac

Only two people have game this season; Arlie and Neda. Had Arlie been a little smarter he would have waited until wednesday night to make his pitch to the gremlins/Allison. Bad move, he could have saved himself.

The Gremlins including Allison are obviously very emotional players, with Allison being the dumbest of the three. It breaks my balls to see how many mistakes these three made in the last week.
Allison totally blew it with her Veto, and looked totally stupid doing it, and than the Gremlins/Allison all but threw away their game when they failed to capitalize on keeping Arlie.

They didn’t have to trust Arlie to keep him, just be aware enough to know they couldn’t trust Jon/Neda either.

As a viewer it feels gratifying see the Gremlins/Allison squirm. Seeing Allison take credit for Arlie leaving only to have her ass booted out this week will be sweet reward for us viewers.

Mar

I wouldn’t count Heather out just yet.

Name

Alison was stupid to believe the final five. She had her chance. Shes trying to be with the cool kids and they are going to kick her out next.

sunnydee

that pic of allison and the gremlins up against what allison knows is the entrance to the war room? How is she getting away with basically confirming it is there and not getting instant evction for that?

I can’t imagine neda making any kind of noise in there, i can barely hear her talking out loud in there and all my volumes are up 100%

Bee _16

Brown Power!!!

justafan

As much fun as it is to have Canada play the game along with the house guests… it is unfair in some ways. as we still don’t know for a 100 percent certainty how accurate the votes are, as no one has to be accountable to anyone of the fans. I personally do not like neda’s game play. I would have like arlie to stay and see them sweat it out just a bit. There has been no real drama this season, other than Alison entering the game. I mean really twists… there is always a double eviction and some of the stuff that has already happened. What I would like to see but will not happen is… Arlie to enter the game again… and see….. how much game play neda really has. her comments were cut throat mean and cold…. she could have said what she did without the way she said it. but that is ok, because that is not only a reflection of how young she is.. but how she was raised