“I hate that every decision in here is at the expense of someone else.. It makes me feel bad”

Quick Big Brother Spoilers

Head of Household: Makensy
Nominees: Kimo & Angela
POV Players: Makensy, Angela, Kimo, Cam, Chelsie and Leah
POV Winner: ?
Veto Ceremony: ?
Havenots: ?

12:30 am – 12:45 am Makensy, Chelsie, Leah and Rubina
HOH Chit chat .. Guys names, Partying in Miami… etc etc.. They get in a little friends debate over who is the most ordinary girl out of them all.. Makesny says she’s just a regular girl from Texas. Chelsie talks about how fine a$$ incredibly handsome the guy who was in black panther is. They chit chat about Angela maybe winning America’s favorite.
Leah – had the veto used 3 times on her
Leah – I love you girls I have been having such a fun time and I know it’s hard for all of us and it’s not going to get easier but I really do look forward to after this and being able to chill and talk about good times. I am grateful for all you guys

1:10 am Rubina and Leah (We can’t escape hours of Rubina being sad about Tkor.. )
Leah is claiming that the decision she made during her HOH didn’t feel right in her gut, “I had a goals”
Leah – I am telling you if I had a normal HOH week where I was in my f**ing room and could layout the conversations I needed to have I would have operated differently because I would have felt safer. I felt like I was out in the open. Tired, like literally just stood there I was exhausted My body was aching the whole f***ing time. I was trying to stay positive. Like I have no nutrients I’m not in my element whats so ever. Like literally have nodding through the f***ing HOH.
Leah – now I am looking back and I’m so f***ig pissed.. I don’t know, the worst part is like like.. I’m just being transparent with you.
Leah – I had suspicions about her I was just scared I knew there was a bigger chance of winning and then this week week I needed protection and when T’kor is throwing comps and sh1t I can’t f***ing be protected. Like the safety was great I am grateful she promised me things if she can’t win what is her safety to me?
Rubina – I agree. I get you.
Leah – plus she’s being protected by EVERYONE. I don’t have insulation. It scares me. I have a good relationship with MAkensy I get along with her. I do worry.
Rubina – Because she’s pulled in?
Leah – yes
Rubina – I can feel like you would feel that way. Makensy is in a spot where she can be pulled
Leah – when I made that deal.. cause my OG plan was not going to be what happened. I had to honour that. T is here telling me to Break the deal.. I’m like BRO I f***ing can’t do that. I understand what you are saying but I just can’t do that. I’m like sitting here like doing what I did and I felt so bad I am honestly like been more like I was worried about Kimo because I have been on the wrong side of the vote too many times.
Leah – with you I honestly had no rhythm or reason

Feeds cut to fish.. WHen we’re back.
Leah – I did try with the f***ing bottles and I did want to change everything. I was just so nervous up there I didn’t want to think. I wanted like because in my eyes that’s the only way that I could get her out was next to you.
Leah – no I’m like f****
Leah points out if Rubina was up against either of them they are f**ed.
Rubina – 100 percent.
Leah – it’s not like she doesn’t deserve it
Rubina – I understand it’s game.. it’s the game.
Leah – I just don’t want you to think that I have bad blood against you at all. I just feel like I was backed into a corner.

Leah – I hate that every decision in here is at the expense of someone else. I don’t like it. Meanwhile there are bigger threats that are just lingering.. you know.. It makes me feel bad

Leah – I’m in a weird place I’m like who has my back.
Rubina – I mean I think we’ve both lost people in this game that made us feel us more insulated not just in the game but as people.
Rubina – when it was Tucker I was like well that will happen anyways.. With T it was…
Leah points out that Joe and Quinn were “Problematic” Tkor was’t

Rubina – She was an ANGEL (LOL)
Rubina – An actual angel
L – that is what made her so dangerous I fear.
Leah – she (Tkor) absolutely deserved it she was such a kind beautiful soul. Made me feel great about myself. Believed in me. I had her back since day one I swear.
Leah – as far as her totem pole of people she didn’t want to take me to the end.
R – I get you

Talking about the chances of it being a double this coming Thursday.
Rubina – lets just assume it is.. I don’t know what it’ll be about… Maybe true or false.
Rubina – the HOH still can’t compete. 5 people playing

Rubina – I get it we were seen as a trio. I understand.
Leah – you know what I mean?
Rubina – Yeah
Leah – I just hope I didn’t make the wrong sh1t happen.
R – yeah, I get you.
L – also like. I’m just like.. I wasn’t officially correlated to wither So it’s like… and I understand like one is more of a threat.
L – To me she was one of the strongest players here if not the strongest.
R – 100 percent
L – if you would have asked me right before my HOH would not have went like that. at all.. I had a sure fire plan and it did not get executed. I couldn’t think and I was so torn up over that. I was like really lied to about the Quinn thing. I had no idea.
R – about him leaving? Obviously nobody was going to ask me where my vote was going to.

3:00 am zzzzzz

5:00 am zzzzzzz
6:30 am Feeds go to fish
7:18 am Feeds back. Lights on in the House. Early wake up today for the houseguests.

8:30 am Feeds on pound for Veto player picks.

9:00 am Power of Veto players are -> Makensy, Angela, Kimo, Cam, Chelsie and Leah

9:20 am Makensy and Chelsie
Chelsie asks what she will do if Kimo wins the veto.
Makensy says she will put Rubina up. She can’t put Leah up because she will go home.

10:00 am Chelsie and Makensy

Chelsie asks what are her top three reasons for not going after Leah this week.
MJ
1 – My morals. I don’t think I have the heart to do it.
2 – I think she has our back at least mine. It’s selfish but I don’t think she will touch me right now she will touch Cam first before she even touches you.
3 – Jury
Makensy says she’s lying a little bit this week to prevent a “meltdown” from Angela.
Chelsie – I felt the same way with Tkor..
Chelsie goes on about how “pure” T’kors soul was.
They agree they would rather Rubina than Kimo in the later game.
Chelsie says she’s ok with Kimo and Rubina being in the final 5. With the three of them. “From a comp perspective and from a majority perspective”
C – I understand your reasons for leah they were the same for mine and Tkor. I just knew the House during Leah’s HOH felt like Tkor was a threat and going against that would not have been wise for me.

Chelsie fills her in that a couple weeks ago Leah was solid in wanting Makensy out.
Makensy – Ohh I know
Chelsie impersonates Leah ‘I just have to throw Angela a sympathy vote’
C – whatever